I'm sitting here at the wonderful Brooke Spivey's house. She is currently making strange noises while sleeping on the couch. Soo being the bored guest that i am , what else is there to do other than update xanga! Life is going pretty good althougth if that were a question to someone else, they would say my life is crap. but you give and you take. I'm tired of chasing down every temporary high and tired of thinking about what there is to do with myself. I can't help that i see the glass half empty. I want to go back to school and make straight A's, but if i continue to do the things I've been doing that won't happen. I have to set it in priority and that's my problem. I've been there though, seen the altered state of life. Once you've been there you know you won't mean it when you say, ''i'll never go back'' because it's better than the normal. Most people make the jump off the cliff and fall forever until they hit the bottom. And they only pick up speed on the way down. You just have to be careful. Stand on the edge but don't slip. And that's what i plan to do.